You ever feel like

You ever feel like

You ever feel like…
You are just walking around in a haze.
Colors are dull
People don’t react
The most comfortable place,
Is hiding in your bed.
You ever feel like…
Everything is just too much
You don’t think you can handle anymore pain
You wonder why,
You deserve all this pain.
You ever feel like…
You have been unfairly dealt too much
The shit falls, people fail you,
Pain, strife, hurt, failure hits you again.
You ever feel like…
At some point, this will all resolve.
At some point, the grey haze will fade.
And maybe then,
You can be allowed to participate in life again.
You ever feel like…
You just can’t take it anymore
The struggle, burden begins to be too much
That bs about only being given a load you can bare,
Is stupid!
At some point, these stupid fuckers in my life
Will resolve to quit, resolve to just stop!
You ever feel like…
You get a tiny glimpse of humanity,
A beautiful ray of life resembling love
Then, it too, is torn away.
That has to be the worst of all.
You ever feel like…
You wish greatly that the world was rainbow colored,
Filled with happy laughing children,
Spring flowers blooming,
Rivers flowing forcefully,
The air smells of vanilla and almonds,
Everyone stops for the sunrise and sunset,
Surrounded by the most beautiful mountains,
The men don’t cheat or lie,
The women are free to be themselves with utmost respect,
People fill you with happiness and acceptance,
Marriage doesn’t end, divorce doesn’t exist,
Love survives!

Regretfully by,
Elizabeth