NeWs!
Well I postponed my 5th fill to 12-16 b/c Mon my oldest child was having some issues at school so I didn't want to leave work early for the wrap so I left early to go deal with him.
My second wrap is scheduled for this morning! I'm excited to see what the results will be, I figure they'll be less than the first but i don't know. I'll get the free LCD treatment on my stomach again and I think I'm going to get a pedicure while I'm there, as long as it isn't too much more than a regular nail salon. I'd LOVE to get a massage b/c my upper back has been bothering me since the Prescott trip but that depends on how much that is as well. I can't spend a ton of money pampering myself like this b/c it's hard to rationalize. Today I'm not working so I don't have to worry about rushing out of there.
WI Day was today. I'm at 238.8 which is basically maintaining my weight from last week. I'm fine with that. Of course I'd like to lose but I think I have reverse issues compared to other lapband people. When my weight stays the same I do not freak out! (unless it goes on more than a month). I'd like to think I don't freak out b/c I'm happIER w/ where I am and how much I've lost. My 40 lbs lost is nothing compared to some people down at 70 6 mth out like me. But I keep telling myself I'm going at a good pace, I'm slowly making life long changes in my life. Mentally I feel like I'm in a great place! I love myself again and I love most of my body w/ the exception of my stomach. But I think that's normal to be dissatisfied w/ one area, rathan than the whole body. So weight wise, I'm not on track to being 199 for my bday but I'm holding out hope it'll happen. I know it'll happen if I worked out 5x a wk instead of 2x a week. But those 2x a week I do workout mean the world to me b/c I spent 5 mths post op not working out at all, or rarely.
Omg it's 7:30, I've gotta go get my babies ready for school! Peace out!
xoxo,
Lizzle
My second wrap is scheduled for this morning! I'm excited to see what the results will be, I figure they'll be less than the first but i don't know. I'll get the free LCD treatment on my stomach again and I think I'm going to get a pedicure while I'm there, as long as it isn't too much more than a regular nail salon. I'd LOVE to get a massage b/c my upper back has been bothering me since the Prescott trip but that depends on how much that is as well. I can't spend a ton of money pampering myself like this b/c it's hard to rationalize. Today I'm not working so I don't have to worry about rushing out of there.
WI Day was today. I'm at 238.8 which is basically maintaining my weight from last week. I'm fine with that. Of course I'd like to lose but I think I have reverse issues compared to other lapband people. When my weight stays the same I do not freak out! (unless it goes on more than a month). I'd like to think I don't freak out b/c I'm happIER w/ where I am and how much I've lost. My 40 lbs lost is nothing compared to some people down at 70 6 mth out like me. But I keep telling myself I'm going at a good pace, I'm slowly making life long changes in my life. Mentally I feel like I'm in a great place! I love myself again and I love most of my body w/ the exception of my stomach. But I think that's normal to be dissatisfied w/ one area, rathan than the whole body. So weight wise, I'm not on track to being 199 for my bday but I'm holding out hope it'll happen. I know it'll happen if I worked out 5x a wk instead of 2x a week. But those 2x a week I do workout mean the world to me b/c I spent 5 mths post op not working out at all, or rarely.
Omg it's 7:30, I've gotta go get my babies ready for school! Peace out!
xoxo,
Lizzle
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