Update on my blissful chaos!
smoking & caffeine- Smoking, god I know. I am just going to plan on it but make some other issues priority numero uno right now. I did better on water today b/c I took my 20oz mug so easily keep up w/ the measurements. It made me realize I barely got down the first 20oz from 8am to 1pm. So I forced the rest down quickly, to catch up on my numbers. I don't feel as bad about the exercise right now, it really is my last priority currently. I will focus on it later.
I am going to seek out md help w/ the add. I think I also forgot to mention I put off my 3rd fill this past fri, rescheduled to mon, and canceled it again. I don't want to go to my md w/ my weight where it is b/c I'm worried I'll lget a lecture. I am going to schedule it for next week no matter what.
Caffeine, I'm really fine with it. Changes are, if I am add and get on meds, I won't feel the need for it. And I'm all for more vitamins, I just need to see how those labs turn out!!!
Thanks ladies for the love and support. That post really was a major down moment. I feel tons better today, just not being so down on myself.
job stuff- oh and I'm going to put off even thinking about the supervisor promotion for now. I've prayed about it alot and was again this am in the car on the way to work. And it just hit me, like God was talking to me, "DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. IF IT'S MEANT TO BE THE OPPORTUNITY WILL ARISE LATER WHEN YOU FEEL MORE CENTERED AND LESS CHAOTIC." SO i SAID OK! It's out of my mind. I applied for the MRT job at work, which will be a pay raise if I get it and an awesome experience. I can't wait to hear if I get it. I know it's meant for me if I do b/c I pray about it alot and leave it up to the big man! I'll update on if/when I get an interview and stuff.
I feel truly grateful to have this place and this zone to vent. I'm going to sit down tonight and make a few decisions to come up w/ a new plan to combat my time issues. If I come to conclusions I will update!
xoxo,
Lizzle
I am going to seek out md help w/ the add. I think I also forgot to mention I put off my 3rd fill this past fri, rescheduled to mon, and canceled it again. I don't want to go to my md w/ my weight where it is b/c I'm worried I'll lget a lecture. I am going to schedule it for next week no matter what.
Caffeine, I'm really fine with it. Changes are, if I am add and get on meds, I won't feel the need for it. And I'm all for more vitamins, I just need to see how those labs turn out!!!
Thanks ladies for the love and support. That post really was a major down moment. I feel tons better today, just not being so down on myself.
job stuff- oh and I'm going to put off even thinking about the supervisor promotion for now. I've prayed about it alot and was again this am in the car on the way to work. And it just hit me, like God was talking to me, "DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW. IF IT'S MEANT TO BE THE OPPORTUNITY WILL ARISE LATER WHEN YOU FEEL MORE CENTERED AND LESS CHAOTIC." SO i SAID OK! It's out of my mind. I applied for the MRT job at work, which will be a pay raise if I get it and an awesome experience. I can't wait to hear if I get it. I know it's meant for me if I do b/c I pray about it alot and leave it up to the big man! I'll update on if/when I get an interview and stuff.
I feel truly grateful to have this place and this zone to vent. I'm going to sit down tonight and make a few decisions to come up w/ a new plan to combat my time issues. If I come to conclusions I will update!
xoxo,
Lizzle
Sounds like a plan! One thing at a time.
ReplyDeleteYou soon "good" if you know what I mean, on target and ready to make some changes!
ReplyDeleteThe scheduling sounds difficult to say the least (from your last post). Being a single Mom is THE toughest job in the world. But your rockin' it!